ELENA’S POV5 After Lukas gave me the herbs that were supposed to help me get pregnant, I started feeling sick. I assumed that the doctor or whoever had given him the herb had told him that he should have s*x with me as soon as I took the herb because as soon as I swallowed that herbal tea, he was all over me like a fly. I didn't even try to resist because resisting only made him get rough with me, I honestly no longer even wanted him to touch me anymore. Each time I had s*x with him I felt like I was filthy afterward and for a while, I was actually getting accustomed to being f****d by him. But now it was like a switch had been turned on in me and I no longer wanted to do such things with him, he was the only man that I knew and he hadn't represented men in a good way to me. A part of m

