ELENA’S POV
Lukas was the only man that had ever touched me, I knew what it was to be f****d by him and through him. I can't say that I knew love-making from him because I didn’t consider what I did with him to be love-making. Tonight proved to me that he also didn't know how to make love and that all he ever knew how to do was to f**k. I wish I could feel sorry for him but I was forced to accept that we were the same in that sense. I also didn't know what making love was like, but I now knew what it was like to be f****d.
When he said that he wanted to f**k my mouth clean, I didn’t think he meant that so literally. However, that wasn’t the worst part of the whole experience. The fact that he was denying me an orgasm, in the beginning, was the worst part of all of this. I never thought m
