*Paige POV* A grim smile forms on my lips under the full-faced helmet. I am thankful for the helmet because that smile must look truly terrifying with this makeup. I pull the tinted visor down, I try to stop the tears from blurring my vision. I've lost my only friend. Does it matter much? I have lost everything else, what is another little thing? For the first time in my life, I consider just killing Cole and leaving someone else to lead. Maybe I am destined to be alone. I am not sure that I am fit to lead. I wreck everything I touch. I shake my head, clearing away all those poisonous thoughts. Good, now that that little bit of joy and warmth I felt is gone. All that remains is hatred. That is all I need to fuel myself. I don’t need love and hope, I don’t need light. I have surv

