There's no way I'm talking to a stranger in the middle of the night. I wait impatiently until the call ends and quickly switch off the phone before whoever is calling leaves a voice message.
I'm just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now.
Well, except Seth. Not that I care about him of course; it's just that I'd feel much better if he said anything to me.
The fact that I'll doom myself to spend the rest of my days with him in a day makes my head spin.
I have already made my decision though; I don't believe I'll ever find a man I could trust enough to get married to so I'll just go for Seth even though he is so full of s**t.
I know that I'll eventually regret that decision but right now, I'll sit back and make wrong choices. I'll deal with the consequences when the time is ripe
