So now here I am, begging my mate to f**k me. When Bou gave me his condition I was not on board to do that. Not yet. If I marked him and he decided he didn't want me afterward I would never survive. I already had my doubts about surviving another rejection as it is. No way in hell was I going to strengthen the bond then be rejected. Bou seemed sad that I refused but didn't push me. Apparently I made a good call telling him about my first mate. Even though he was hurt he didn't hold it against me. I might have been happy on the inside about that, but I was still whiney about not getting impailed with his d**k. It's so big, even bigger since having it in my mouth. Honestly, it was only a matter of time before I gave in. "Don't worry my love. I might not f**k you with my d**k tonight, b