Planning a wedding at 18 years old was not something I thought I would ever be doing. Kim and I have been walking around this wedding fair for hours and its all just too much. The big cakes, the big fluffy dresses and the very snotty brides walking about with clipboards. I feel totally out of place. None of this is me or Blake. We want simple, subtle colours and designs. The only thing of any use what the florist and wedding favours. The same company did both. I lifted one of their brochures before we left. Kim suggests we look online for ideas. I still have to look for dresses for my bridesmaids, I spoke to Sarah to see if she would be able to come over for the wedding but she has exams the week after the wedding and is totally gutted that she wont be able to come. Kim is maid of honour