After Blake left, I spoke with Uncle Steven and Aunt Caroline for a bit then headed up to my room. They were both fine with the group going away for the night as they say we are all sensible and trustworthy. Which for a bunch of teenagers is hard to believe but we are sensible, more than others our age. I sat on my bed thinking about mine and Blake’s relationship. I know he says he will wait but I don’t know if I can or want to wait. I mean he literally has girls throwing themselves at him, Steph proved that the other week. I know we haven’t been going out long but does that make much difference when you love the person. I haven’t told him I love him and he hasn’t said it to me either but I know he cares for me. My head hurts with all this thinking, let’s not think and just go with the flo
