I woke up screaming with a cold sweat all over my body and panting heavily. I felt like I was paralyzed, but I could feel tears running down my cheeks. I heard someone murmuring softly to me, and as I was able to shake the fear out of my system, I felt the tingles and realized that Nicki was holding me and trying to comfort me. The dream had been so vibrant, as though it were real. It dawned on me that it wasn't a dream, but a memory, and the pain from my first penetration and my first anal must have been what triggered the nightmare. And Nicki still held me without letting go.
"Do you want to talk about it?" She asked softly once I was calm pulling away to face me.
Did I want to talk about it? Not even Rosa knew my whole story. I had always told her that I didn't remember.
