When my dad passed away in front of me, with me cradling his head in my lap, that had to be the toughest moment of my life so far. I thought I had seen it all when I learned of his illness, but I only hit rock bottom when he left this world, and left me to fend for myself.
I am now much better. I see much more clearly. And although the decision to leave the States is the fruit of a whim, I am already committed to the idea. I cannot wait to go on this journey.
I don’t see myself going through the last few months of high school, pretending that nothing happened when nearly everything about me changed.
The only constant in my life right now is my love for Ryker and Blair - a different kind of love for each, admittedly, but love nonetheless.
They are my rocks. They provide me with shou
