It does not matter what it is but everything just gets me going! I snap at everything and I am just mad all the time! Bella has been avoiding me because she is afraid of me now, Mia talked to her but she just keeps clear of me. Jamie has been visiting and staying close to us but he has changed, he is always checking his phone and he feels distant. Iris is coming in about three days and then the day after is the ball, I talked to Iris and we snapped back and forth like we sometimes have done. Jamie does not like it when we snap back and forth but we both just ignored him. “Ella, is everything okay?” I snap up from my thoughts and look at the queen sitting before me. “Yeah I am fine, I am sorry Emalia. My head is at home, so where were we?” I ask her. She lifts up one eyebrow and lean