(Asher)
Well, that didn't go the way I wanted this to go..but I could feel Emery freaking out. I could see it as soon as she ran into the bathroom. Fear filled me and I thought she was having doubts, I thought she was changing her mind about me and I was trying not to panic..I wanted to yell and freak out..I want to beg on my damn knees to fix whatever I did wrong and then she finally told me what was going on.
She was freaking out too, but not because she changed her mind..she was scared. She felt exactly the same way I did and was scared I would change my mind. How f*****g foolish of her..she still doesn't see how much I love her. She still doesn't realize that she is my f*****g world now. How can she not see this..how coukd she not feel this? I know she loves me..I know she is my soul
