(Asher) I raced through the pharmacy aisles, trying to find the pregnancy tests as my heart began to pound against my chest. Could Emery really be pregnant? She has been on birth control this whole time but I know other than that we aren't exactly careful..and why was this stupid grin appearing on my face every time I thought about it? Well I mean..we are married now..it's not like we are struggling with money and Emery will be such a good f*****g mother.. Fuck..why am I not freaking out? Why am I not scared and thinking this will ruin our plans? Because it won't..if anything this is just another one of my dreams coming true. Emery might have my child inside of her..a little part of me could he growing in her womb..we are making our own tiny human. Is it going to be a girl? Will the ba

