(MacKenzie)
I don't think I have ever been so damn nervous in my life. After hearing about what happened on the news and hearing Ethan's name, I knew for a fact it involved Emery. I tried calling Carson but he wasn't picking up. I knew I had to act drastically and ended up calling Asher..I hoped to God that he still had his same number and when I heard his voice, I couldn't help but break down.
I loved Emery, she was my best friend and the only person who truly knew the real me..and over these past few weeks, I've come to realize that all versions of me pretty much suck right now.
I couldn't help but hate myself for that message my mom sent and how I just sat back and let it happen. What the hell was wrong with me? It was messed up on so many levels and what's even worse was that a pa
