Mason's P.O.V.
Lost!
That is exactly how I am feeling right now, it feels like I am at war with myself with these thoughts stabbing me at a spot where it hurts the most. Till now all I did was watch a single video from the whole bunch and it's like there is a small part of my mind that is begging me to not believe this hoax and to at least complete watching the whole set before dropping down to conclusion. Somewhere deep down, I could feel like Alastair was begging me to confront Bella about it before judging her based on this evidence; but his voice was sounding so distant like he isn't almost there anymore with me. It felt like he is locked up somewhere which is something I've never felt before, but at the same time I could feel my head getting heavier maybe because of all the thoughts
