Being tongue tied is what I hate the most. Like you want to say so many things and express so many things but you just can't. It's like someone is holding you back. Yeah that is you but yet it is so difficult to utter anything. My dad was a good man alright. Though he went away because of Stacey he's really a good person and he doesn't deserve this. I thought that Stacey would stick with him. Though I had my doubt but dad was loaded with money so I thought she would never leave him. That was my humour circa and childish mentality when I was seventeen year old. "Don't worry dad you'll get through this." I patted his hand awkwardly. I was the world's most worst advisor. It's what I think. I am a bit awkward to talk with someone whom I don't know that well or have a strong bond with. I ju