Ella's p.o.v
"Yes!" I shout. "Yes, I will marry you, Elias, but are you sure? I might be going back to jail. Oh my god, how can I be pregnant and in jail?" I say and the panic sets in. I feel his hands grab mine. "Ella, please calm down. I am not going to allow that to happen, ever." he tells me. But how can he even guarantee that? I might have my baby in jail and then what? Do I get to keep it? Do I have to give it to Elias after it is born and how will he raise the baby if he has to work? He will have to get a new babysitter and then what if she is young and beautiful and he falls in love with her? F*ck my brain just works too hard. I wish I could shut it down right about now. Now I have all of these horrible thoughts in my head. My mind goes 0 to 100 real fast and I hate that about mys
