I looked around me and even these white walls around me pissed the living out of me. My mind was all over the place and I couldn't stop thinking about her.
I walked around on all four trying to calm myself down. I've been in here I don't know for how long... I fell asleep for a bit but woke up again then started pacing up and down with the same issue in my head.
I mean how was I supposed to calm down? When all I could hear in my mind was her voice telling me to stop calling her because she was trying to fix things with her husband. The same husband who was trying to kill her 3 weeks ago, the same husband who was sleeping with her best friend, the same husband who made her feel like she was nothing.. She was fixing things with him..
That just got to me. It got to me so much that I got
