Find her ~~ Chapter 4
She again runs away from me.
She again separates herself from me.
I am fuming,
fuming in rage but when I saw her with the other man clinging like a second skin.
I lost control of my senses and punched the near glass wall as hard as I could.
Soon the blood started oozing out,
I want to give myself pain,
so much pain so that the pain that I had been feeling to see her with the other man subside from my chest but it was a useless attempt
" You'll regret your actions Little girl, (Her image with the man was appearing in his mind )
you are only mine to touch,
Mine to love and
My to hold,
you are my light, my love, my life,
my obsession,
my possession,
I won't let you go away from me," I said to myself in a promising tone.
That girl, she possessed me with her eyes,
Those eyes,
They were so innocent but I had witnessed the hidden fire behind those eyes,
Those eyes can burn anything,
I looked at my heart which never raced like this before.
I removed my gaze from my chest and raised my eyes to look at Alex, who was standing beside me.
" Find her Alex, find her before I lost control over myself, " I said to him with a hard expression.
"I never saw you acting like this for a girl Black, what's wrong with you and why are you so desperate about that girl," Alex said,
For a few seconds, I kept staring at Alex, then turned my gaze toward the broken glass wall,
My blood was stuck to the wall and that broken wall was reminding me of my past.
I can't explain to him right now how much she meant to me.
"Black, if you want I can arrange another girl..." Before Alex finishes his words, I twirled back and grab his collar angrily
" I don't want any other girl,
I just want her,
And she isn't for my entertainment,
She is important, so damn important, (I leaned my face closer to him)
More important than my life
(Alex's eyes opened wide in shock)
I trust you and I want you to find her.
I want her back in my life Alex, do whatever you want but take her back to my life," I said to him and moved toward my room.
Third-person POV :
Alex is hell worried about Black.
he never saw Black behaving like a restless animal before.
They are working together since they were teens and from their teenhood, Alex had never seen Black getting so obsessed with a girl.
From the beginning, Alex knew that Black wanted a pure girl for him, who has an innocent heart and a caring nature.
Alex agrees that Neha has a caring nature and an innocent heart but she isn't pure as she has had a boyfriend for the last three years.
Alex picked up the file while thinking about Neha and Black's encounter
Alex knows how dangerous Black becomes when he doesn't get what he wants.
**May god show mercy on you Neha...** Alex said, in his mind getting up from the chair and praying for Neha in his mind.
Alex has been feeling extremely sad for Neha,
Soon Alex reaches Black's bedroom, he knocked on the door and steps into his room.
Black raised his brow at Alex,
Sucking a deep breath, Alex finally opened his mouth as he can see how desperately Black has been waiting to hear about his girl.
" Black she is getting married to Karan Sigha Rawat next month.
(Alex witnessed how Black fisted his palms. Many thoughts were running through Alex's mind but he pushed all his thoughts and continued )
He is an Indian Film superstar, they got engaged last month and right now they are in India and preparing for their wedding," Alex said,
But when Alex witnessed Black's calm expression, he understood that he has been planning something against them.
" Prepare my plane, we are going to India," Black said,
Alex got stunned as Black has never shown interest in any girl before as he has been showing in Neha.
the first time Black desperately wants someone and Alex was worried to see his desperation for her.
After 24 hours : (In India)
Black and Alex reached India, the journey was very tiring for Alex but Black, didn't close his eyes even for a second.
Neha and her proximity with Karan were roaming in his mind all the time.
His cold, calculative, and penetrating gaze was fixed on the video in which Neha was holding Karan tightly in her arms and watching him as if Karan isn't a human but a door of heaven.
There was too much love in Neha's eyes for her fiance but that love was burning Black very gradually and very bitterly.
Finally, they reached the hotel, where Black and his team were getting very special attention from the hotel staff as Black was a very renowned businessman and has been holding a worth 189 Billion dollars in Forbes.
Many businessmen wanted to meet him as a person but Alex refused their request saying that Black is in India for personal reasons.
Stepping into the room, Black told Alex to find any way to get into Neha's home.
It was a difficult task but Alex know he can't say no to Black.
In just a few days, Alex started his game on the order of Black.
All of a sudden Karan started losing his all film and endorsement project, but still when Karan didn't call off his wedding date with Neha,
Alex dragged Karan into some fake cases.
Karan was in stress,
His mind wasn't working,
At first, he thought that because of his rivals, he has been losing the films but later he came to know that someone has threatening the producers not to cast him in their films.
On the other hand, Neha wasn't aware of What Storm was about to come into her life,
She isn't aware that destiny has written someone else in her life, and he is around her all the time.
He has been keeping his eye on her 24×7 and insanely waiting for the day when he finally has her and makes her and only his.
Each passing day has been only increasing Black's hunger for her and he has been counting every second away from her.
Next month:
The wedding preparations started, Karan was hell worried about his career but he didn't call off their wedding nor did he postpone the date. He had been getting many death threats and those threats cleared Karan's mind that the person who has been destroying his career isn't after him but he has been after his girl.
Karan also understood whoever has been behind Neha is a powerful person but instead of getting scared, he was still ready to marry Neha.
Karan didn't tell Neha anything about his career and those death threats he has been getting, and he has two strong reasons behind his decision;
First, if Neha came to know that someone has been threatening Karan for his life, without thinking twice Neha will call off their wedding and the second reason was he don't want to bother his bride at the time of their wedding.
At Neha's estate:
Neha wore a beautiful lehenga on her sangeet day.
She is hell-happy, she has been blooming like a flower.
she doesn't have words to describe her happiness.
She is dancing like crazy with her sisters and cousins. Her mother and father also have been admiring their daughter with moist eyes.
But there was someone else too in her estate who has been keeping an eye on her like a predictor.
Next day:
The next day, Neha wore a beautiful yellow lehenga on her turmeric day. All her family has applied turmeric to her body and admired her beauty.
On her mehandi day, she applied lots of mehndi on her hands and legs. She told the mehndi artist to write Karan's name in her hand.
Neha smiles brightly when she witnessed the Henna artist writing Karan's name on her palm.
At night Neha, when everyone dozes off,
She called Karan and told him about all the rituals, Karan also shares his funny moments with his family.
"Karan!"
"Hmmm"
"I am feeling a little scared, I am feeling as if I am about to lose everything..." She told him while playing with the chain that Karan had gifted her.
"Babe, it's a natural feeling and every girl goes through with this feeling before their wedding...!" Karan assured her,
"What is this sound...?" she asked,
"I am taking a shower and this is the last shower which I am taking alone..." he told her huskily.
Due to shyness, she didn't say a word but blushed hard over his naughty plan.
"Are you even listening to me...?" Karan asked with a smirk but she only hummed in response.
"Is my girl feeling shy?" he asked in a teasing tone,
Her heartbeat started racing in speed and her face turned completely crimson without tint
" Wait and watch my dear would-be wife!
tomorrow I'll make you mine, and after our wedding, no one will be able to separate me from you," Karan said.
Neha this time laughed at his possessiveness. " Karan stop it,
you know how much I love my freedom and no one is separating you from me," Neha said in assuring manner while staring at her beautiful Mehandi.
" Wait for me my love," Karan said and Neha smiled brightly.
But they weren't aware that someone was listening to their lovey-dovey chat and burning in the hell of rage.
Finally, the day came for which she was waiting for the last three years.
Neha wore her beautiful lehenga with very heavy jewelry. While getting ready for her wedding her eyes were dripping with many emotions.
She was breathing very slowly and registering every passing second in her mind.
How will be her, future with Karan?
Will he be gentle with her?
What if things change between them after the wedding?
Many things were running through her mind but she remind her heart of the time that she had lived with Karan.
Neha starts walking towards the altar with her bridesmaids.
All her bridesmaids were teasing and smiling at her.
They were asking her about her wedding night plans.
She was shy,
She was feeling a tingling sensation in her stomach,
She was feeling as if ants has been running over her skin.
Sitting near the holy fire under the pavilion, she looked at her parents who were looking worried.
She thought they are worried to say goodbye to her that's why she didn't pay too much attention to their tension and started waiting for her groom but he didn't come.
Soon everyone starts talking weird things but Neha,
But she doesn't care about anyone. She gets up from the altar and starts walking towards the exit.
" Neha where are you going, " her mom asked holding her hand.
" I want to know the reason why he didn't come and what he got by making me the fun doll of thousands of people," Neha said and in a rage started walking toward the parking area.
Neha walks out of the car and ran toward the reception area, she asked the staff about Karan and they told her about his exact location.
She witnesses Karan standing near the pool area,
He was looking devastated and tears had been dripping out of his eyes.
Without thinking twice she ran toward him and hugged him tightly.
Karan was wearing his casual clothes and wasn't hugging her back. He was standing in her arms like a statue as if someone brutally ripped his soul out of his body.
She stepped back, cupping his face into her palms she was looking into his eyes,
Her beautiful brown eyes were loaded with my questions,
She was looking scared,
" What's....( She paused and sucked a deep breath to calm herself)
What's wrong with you Karan?
(He was silent )
Where is everyone and why are you wearing your casual clothes?
(His silence was scaring her terribly)
it's our wedding day," Neha said but when he didn't answer her
She freed his face and was about to step back but he cupped her face
Looks like he wants to say something but because of the pain he has been feeling from inside wasn't telling him to speak.
Suddenly Karan wraps his arms around her waist and hugged her tightly
" I can't marry you, Jaan,
(her breath stuck in her throat, she felt everything paused for her)
I can't, I am sorry," Karan said in a very painful voice.
Neha freed herself from his clutch, resting her palm over his strong chest, she started looking into his eyes and then she suddenly grabbed him by his collar and pulled his face close to her.
"You can't do this to me, Karan...!" She tried to say in a threatening manner but her lips were wobbling too much. It was clear that she'll start crying any second.
Karan tried to hold her, but she pushed his hands and started shaking her head violently.
" Karan no,
Please, please don't play such a game with me,
Please say that you are lying,
You are playing a game with me
(She almost started begging him)
Karan... Karan you know ( Because of pain words weren't coming out of her mouth properly )
my whole family is waiting for this marriage for so long,
if we don't get married today,
this will ruin the image of my family Karan," Neha said with teary eyes.
Karan holds her hands and starts crying buttery, he was more helpless than her.
" Don't cry Jaan,
Please don't cry,
I can't see you in pain,
(He puffed out a painful breath)
I have my reasons?" Karan said,
Neha starts taking steps back and ram toward her car.
Karan falls to his knees and screamed so painfully,
his scream was echoing in the sky. He was crying like a helpless child who can't even tell his problem to anyone.
He was burning,
He was feeling as if his heart will explode any second.
At the Wedding Pavilion:
Neha's father grabbed her shoulder but Neha hid her tears.
She look around and witnessed all the guests,
For the last three years, she was with Karan,
She knew if people and her family came to know that Karan refuses to marry her, every guest will raise their finger over her character, her purity.
" We have to do ( She looked into her parent's eyes )
We have to do something, Papa!
if I don't get married today,
this will ruin our family image," Neha said, to her father in a strong voice.
When Neha's father saw his strong daughter, his eyes welled up with tears and he walks out.
Black used this golden opportunity and went to Neha's father.
But the problem was,
he doesn't know Hindi.
He tried his best to convince her father but her father said no to Black.
" I don't know what are talking son but Neha is my daughter and I can't send her away from me. You are American and we are Indians. So sorry " Neha's father said but Black grabbed her father's hand.
Black's translator explains to Neha's father that Black is ready to stay in India for Neha.
He has no problem shifting his business here,
Because Black loves his daughter so much.
Neha's father agreed with him and hugged him tightly.
Her father thought Black will keep his daughter happy as he can witness the ocean of love in Black's eyes for his beloved daughter.
Neha's sisters and cousins took Neha again to the aisle.
Neha sat on the wooden stool and started staring at the holy fire.
Her mind was still occupied with Karan and his betrayal.
She was not in her sense, she was lost, and there was no emotion over her gross.
Looks like something died inside her...
Black was looking at Neha without blinking his eyes,
He know what she has been thinking that's why he grabbed her hand tightly, but Neha was too numb to feel anything.
She was sitting in the aisle like a statue, she doesn't even know what has been happening around her.
Black also doesn't know anything about Indian rituals.
Black's translator has been translating everything to Black, and Black has been performing all the rituals.
Then the priest told Black to take seven rounds around the holy fire.
But Neha didn't get up, she was sitting near the fire like a dead body.
Black angrily grabs her hand and scoops her in his arms. He took all the rounds around the fire while staring at her face.
Then he filled her head with Vermillion and tied the nuptials chain around her neck.
Neha sucked a deep breath to calm her heart but soon tears starts rolling down from her eyes.
She touched her nuptial chain and start sobbing loudly.
Black don't like her tears, he tried to hold her hand but Neha run towards her car like a mad girl and speed her car out.
Everyone was scrutinizing her with shocked countenance, her parents and sisters were also crying because of Neha's condition.
Neha reached her old home, then she stepped into her room and started staring at all the things which Karan had gifted her.
Soon, she started throwing all the things over the floor in rage while remembering her past with the monster who had crushed her heart so brutally.
She set all the gifts on fire and then sat near the burning fire and started watching the burning things turning into ashes just like her dream.
When guests notices the smoke coming out of Neha's room, they started screaming in fear.
Black becomes panicked and he runs towards Neha's room.
Her parents also become panicked when they saw the smoke coming out of Neha's room.
Black broke the door and run inside her room, he pulled Neha away from the fire and hugged her tight. Neha fists his charcoal suit and starts crying badly. Then she fainted in his embrace.