The whole night I have been struggling to fall asleep, thoughts kept on running through my mind at all the possibilities. My back still hurt, but I wanted to seem that I was okay physically. At times, I would drift off into a very light sleep, some time during the night, Connor joined me, he wrapped his arm around me. But I just didn't have energy to turn around and cuddle or to speak. What I wanted and still want is for the situation to go away. So I just pretend that I was asleep.
I woke up to find Connor's side of the bed empty. He is probably in the study, so I get up out of the bed, the sun is shining through the window. I take a shower. Thereafter, I go to the study, but no one is in the study, I walk down the hallway towards the kitchen and lounge. I hear voices, when I reach the
