Last night, Connor and I had dinner. He cooked for me, and thereafter we were in the pool, taking a swim. We made love most of the night. Luckily, I'm on the pill with the amount of s*x we have despite all of the drama at work and, from our families. My mind travels back to my mom, which means I have to call her and find out if everything is okay. I snap out of thoughts as laughter breaks out around me. I am sitting at the boardroom table, on either side of me are clients and Connor is standing in front giving his presentation. He is already looking at me, but as he smiles, he also has a hint of concern in his eyes as he looks at me. I have a pen in my hand and a notebook in front of me. I look down. I tap my pen against my open notebook. After what seems like forever in the boardroom, t

