After what happened with Connor and Cynthia. I do not know what to make of it. Clearly something happened, she was giggling in the office. I can't believe he would do anything with her, just this morning he kissed me. I am falling for him, but somehow I think that its a mistake. I have to think about his offer, but it still feels like I am getting things on a silver platter. What if there are other colleagues of mine, that is in a situation that he has no idea about, who also needs help but doesn't get it. It doesn't make my situation better.
If I go home, I do get everything on a silver platter again, all I have to do is dance and have respect according to Dan and my mother. I roll my eyes. I will not be used either, maybe its a good thing that I do not have a boyfriend any time soon. I
