Ava
Watching Mark sleep is not as relaxing as usual. I’m afraid. Not being able to find John makes me worry. I’m pretty sure that I took his eyes, so I don’t know where he went. I wish I had stayed to finish the job, but I know that it would have been dangerous with him firing his gun liked that. He is too dangerous to keep unchecked.
I feel unease, and decide it would be better to be in my animal form, that way I can move faster and be prepared, besides, if John really comes and takes us by surprise, I don’t want to be exposed to him. It was bad enough that he caught me one. The memory of his body over me, his hands on my body, makes me sick. I kiss his lips one more time and start the process of shifting. I feel better in my fur and claws, but still I’m really tired. It’s an effort to
