Mark
I don't know how I'm feeling. I'm not even sure of what I'm doing. It's the first time I have been out of the infirmary, still not completely recovered, but at least out of danger, and my first task is visiting John.
I guess I need to see with my own eyes that he is gone, that he won't be a danger anymore. The fighting at the hub is just a blur, and I can't trust everything that happened there. I need to make sure that it was not a dream, that he is just a sad shadow of the man that tormented me for years.
Ava is not here. I asked her not to come, and even if she didn't like it, she respects my decision. I'm sure she is close by, and that she will come to me if I call for her. But for now, this is something I have to do on my own. The guard knows that I'm coming, and he opens the d
