I never thought Id feel this kind of humiliation again practically begging a man for something intimate only to be completely rejected . I'm sorry , I … I lowered my head , trying to hide the sting of disappointment and shame . Stop apologizing for every little thing . Its my fault . No one else , he said , exasperated . I dared to lift my eyes just enough to watch him turn away , his back to me as he ran a hand roughly through his hair , visibly frustrated , as if he were battling something inside himself . Take a bath and change your clothes . We were having lunch at the Alphas residence . I'll come back for you later , he ordered bluntly without even looking at me , then stormed out the door . Why do I feel so hurt and disappointed ? He was the one who started all this . What

