Tucker
I don't do well with days off, not anymore. They used to be filled doing mundane s**t with Karsyn – her teaching me how to bake a cake, going with her to pick out a dress for a work event she had to attend, helping her wash her car. Back then I didn't realize how much I looked forward to the mundane s**t. I believe I even grumbled a time or two. Funny how you don't miss what you had until it's gone.
Today I would love to bake a cake with her, help her wash her car, just have her here. The loneliness is the worst. Some days it eats at me, other days I don't mind it much. Today, it threatens to drive me out of my f*****g mind.
Major lays on the couch with me, his head resting on my thigh. He looks up at me, a little whine escaping. He misses her too, the hole her being gone has lef
