Stupid she thought with self hatred she was so damn stupid. No wonder Jordan had so easily persuaded her he loved her for who she was, he had a girl on the side. How had she been so damn naieve she thought bitterly. What was she supposed to do now? She ran into the room and locked the door, flopping down on the bed and dissolving into tears. He had been so earnest, so sincere that she had actually believed him, had started to be happy for the first time in who knew how long only to once again be betrayed and humiliated.
She sniffled, clutching a pillow to her and let her tears out, unconcerned about how she looked, letting herself be completely miserable and depressed. What if she rejected him? Surely it was better to reject him first before he did it to her? But could she even do that w
