*Molly* I feel like crying- all the time. Sage is unstable right now, and it’s making me feel the same. I curl in a ball in bed after Seth leaves to interrogate the shapeshifter and just cry. It’s been hard. I’ve been hurt and haven’t been able to care for the kids properly. I can’t even feed Tyler. Mom climbs in bed behind me and pulls me to her. “It won’t always feel this way.” “It’s just so hard right now,” I tell her as the alarm on my phone dings. I wipe my tears and sit up, pulling out the pump, though I don’t know why I am still bothering. “Why aren’t you nursing him?” Mom asks. “I don’t know if it’s safe yet,” I explain. “Molly, you shifted. The vampires pulled out all the wolfsbane. What are you worried about?” I shrug. “I still don’t feel right. What if it hu

