MADISON
Corpse-like, I still had to accompany Caden to see a doctor, as promised.
I sat in his car, staring through the window with nothing else to say. I have tried, but invariably, he won't open up to me.
In fact, he despises me more than before, and he made sure to make that clear back in his room earlier.
Not only did he turn his room upside down and hurt himself, but he also said it out loud. He hates me.
Maybe I shouldn't have said the L-word.
Yes, I regret vomiting how I feel for him. And if I could rewind time, I would have stayed mute the ride back from Santa Cruz.
Maybe we could have maintained whatever kind of relationship we had yesterday. Maybe nice Caden would've stayed, but I went on and ran my mouth. Now we have lost everything.
At the hospital, Caden and I had to w
