MADISON
Do you know that feeling when everything is lost, and there's no hope for a miracle or savior to rescue you from your fear?
I felt that throughout the ride as we headed for Palo Alto. My body was ineffective; I was completely despaired, just staring out the window to ignore the fact that Caden was beside me, and I wanted nothing but to be in his arms, just like how today started.
Back at the river, he had frozen and refused to look at me or say anything.
He had only worn his clothes back and climbed into his vehicle, waiting for me to get dressed.
I stood in shock for some moments, hearing or feeling nothing but the bleeding from my heart, and tears falling down my cheeks.
When I finally got the strength to put my clothes back on and get into the passenger's side, Caden never
