AERILYN'S POV
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Blaze got home an hour ago, and I watch from the patio as the sun sets. Today was no ordinary day, and I still can't believe that I told Ryan that Monty was the last reason I left home.
All that I'm grateful for is the fact that he didn't ask any more questions, and that he apologized for yelling at me and we moved past it.
Ryan is so simple, so easy to talk to and so kind, yet my body wants someone else, someone who makes me feel insane and someone I can never be with.
I feel alive with Blaze, but the hard truth is, we will never be together, like in a relationship because of the pack, and he would never give that up for me.
My body feels like it weighs a ton as I drag myself upstairs and into my bathroom where I strip and get into the steaming hot shower.
My muscl
