The mating ceremony is tomorrow and I am sweating from stress, I have the six songs that I am singing on point but still I am so nervous. I have the dress ready, I let some women fix my hair and I had my nails done. It was a well deserved day with Ana and Penny, Ron was so bored all day but he had to follow us around, we used that to our advantage and drank champaign. Ian was no closer to the person sending threats but we have not gotten one in a week so I am guessing they gave up. I am now getting myself ready to go out to dinner with Ian and his parents, they have been pretty nervous about these threats and this dinner is for all of us to relax a little. “Ian are you ready?” I call from the bathroom. Silence. “Ian!” I call again. He does not answer so I guess he just went downstairs

