I could see the fury behind Joel’s eyes as I talked about the kiss with Nick. I wanted to be honest with him, having no secrets between us. If we were going to start this relationship over again, I wanted him to know everything. It made me a little hesitant because I knew that once Nick knew Joel was alive, he would undoubtedly try and kill him again. Nick would do whatever he had to do to make sure this wedding took place, and that scared the hell out of me.
The way I saw it, I had two options. I could run away with Joel again and try to have a normal life as possible, or I could make the right decision and walk away from him forever. Walking away may seem like the dumbest thing to do, but it wasn’t really when you cared for someone else. It wasn’t just Joel’s li
