Happiness is a myth. The more you try to capture your happiness, the more you become distant from it. When we try to hold the moments, we stop experiencing them. So to be happy, we must live, not hold, not capture the moments. I have learnt this the hard way.
Even as a child, I used to compare my life in an orphanage with the life I had with my parents. The latter always provided me with sadness more than it provided me with happiness. Because deep down in my heart, I knew I would never be able to live my life to the best again.
So when I started loving Pheonix, I had no expectations from him. I kept it to minimal. Because once expectations are not met, it becomes harder to love with the same spirit. But Pheonix loved me way more than I had thought. His love was not biased; it didn't de
