Hell, All Over Again

Chapter Eight – Her Jealous Heart

JAMIN’S hand slid down to her thigh, softly squeezing it. He then went up to her backside, hooked his fingers inside her panties, and started massaging her behind. His warm breaths melting the skin on her neck before his tongue would lick hard as if cleaning her off.

Oh! how could he do this to her? Setting her whole senses in flame, making her shudder in sweet sensation.

“You’re easy, Angel. You’re too eager to take me in,” his whisper did a little damage to her ego, but her body would want to accept his rock-hardness no matter what.

Bawat pagdampi ng mga daliri ni Jamin sa kanyang kaselanan ay nagpapa-ungol sa kanya. Masarap ang bawat paghagod ng mga daliri nito roon, nakapagpapalimot sa kanyang sitwasyon. Para bang sa ganoon na lang niya gustong bumawi, lumimot.

“Damn, Angel…you’re soaked!” His harsh breaths tickled her skin.

Mabilis nitong pinangko ang kanyang puwitan. Isinandig sa sementadong dingding. Inililis pataas ang laylayan ng kanyang bestida. Hindi nito hinubad ang kanyang panloob, inililis lang sa harapan. Mabilis nitong ibinaba ang zipper ng pantalon. Inilabas ang kanina pa nagpipigil na kahandaan at itinutok sa kanya.

Kinuha nito ang kanyang hita, ikinawit sa balakang nito. Marahas na idiniin ang sarili sa kanya, isang ulos. Mariin! Gigil!

“Oh!” Marahas na daing ang pinakawalan niya.

Siguro ay may diperensiya siya. Dahil gaano man ang panunuya at pambabalasubas ng asawa sa kanya, tanggap pa rin niya, lalo na ang ginagawa nito sa kanya ngayon. Gusto niya iyon. Nasasarapan siya! At hinahanap niya! She must be really sick!

Kaya naman hindi na niya pinigilan ang sarili. Hinawakan niya ang mukha nito sa magkabilang pisngi at iniharap sa kanya. Parehong lango ang reaksiyon ng kanilang mga mata, nalulunod sa ligayang kasalukuyang tinatamasa.

“You like it?” He teased.

“Yes…yes! Tease me some more!” Mahina subalit mariing tugon niya.

“You’re no different from others.”

“Oh yes, I am, my husband. Because I am legally your woman now. And you’re mine. MINE!”

“Becoming a bimbo now, huh?”

“Just for you!” Her voice rose in a high pitched when he slammed harder.

“I like that!” He was moving ever faster, deeper!

She couldn’t take it anymore. And she couldn’t hide what she was truly feeling, so she let it out. “I’m almost there! Oh, god! Ah! Jamin! s**t!” she screamed as her release came to.

Jamin quickly followed after her, ejaculated outside, groaning in pleasure.

Pareho silang hinihingal habang pinapakawalan ang isa’t isa. Isinandig niya ang likuran sa dingding at pinatatag ang mga tuhod sa pagkakatayo kahit gusto nang bumigay ng mga iyon. She felt so…relieved. Satisfied. Filled. She chuckled.

Matiim na mga titig lang ang ibinigay ng asawa sa kanya. Pagkuwa’y ipinasok ang alaga sa pantalon bago siya tinalikuran at pumasok sa sariling kuwarto.

Yeah…sure…whatever, bulong niya sa sarili. Natawa siya. Tinatawanan ang sarili sa hindi malamang kadahilanan.

Pumasok siya sa silid at nag-ayos ng sarili. Nagpalit na rin ng damit dahil lukot na ang suot kanina. Habang nagre-re-touche ng make-up, napansin niya ang isang mamula-mulang marka sa leeg, naitaas niya ang kilay. Jamin left a mark.

JAMIN was watching himself in the bathroom mirror. Rose Ann’s image in pleasure was stilled in his mind. Hindi niya napigilan ang sarili. Hindi niya kayang itanggi ang matinding panghalina nito sa kanya. He could almost have crushed her. Pero hindi man lang ito nagreklamo. Basta na lang sunud-sunuran sa mga hinaing niya.

You’re mine, Jamin. MINE! Parang batingaw na paulit-ulit niyang naririnig. Napangiti siya.

Wala pang kahit sinuman ang nagtangkang umangkin sa kanya. si Rose Ann lang ang nagkalakas ng loob na sabihin ang mga katagang hindi niya akalaing maririnig. At kanina nang makita niya ang maputi at makinis nitong legs na lumitaw sa mahabang slit ng suot nitong bestida, hindi niya napigilan ang sariling libido na kumulo.

Her presense alone was enough to get men’s attention. She didn’t have to try, she’s already a tease herself without knowing it.

Ipinilig niya ang ulo. Inaalis ang mga imaheng nagpapa-init sa kanyang katawan. Pumunta siya sa tall red wood closet nang matapos. Tumingin ng casual suit na maisusuot. He too was invited for the ribbon cutting at the Angel Orphange.

Pinili niya ang navy blue slack pants, tinernuhan lamang ng blue thin-striped long poloshirt. He did not bother to wear a tie. It was a simple clothing, but enough to show his authority and high status in life. He finished it with a pair of dark blue suede shoes.

He simply tousled his medium length wavy hair. He looked himslef in the mirror once more, checked his chin. I need a shave, he muttered to himself. When he thought he was ready, he left his room.

Pareho silang nagulat na mag-asawa nang sabay silang pumunta sa sala, parehong bihis at handang umalis.

He simply studied her apple green sleeveless silk dress. Its edges reached below the knee, but a long slit at the back of it. A white rolled-scarf-like tied around her small waists that emphasized more of her sexy body line. He put his hands inside his pockets, clutched them tight. He was trying to calm his nerves down.

“You can ride with me. We’re both invited since we’re already married. Your business is now my business, and vice versa. Ready?” Jamin explained.

Rose Ann nodded in answer.

THE elevator came to their floor. They both went in. Magkatabi sila, pero nang tumunog ang cellphone ni Jamin, lumayo ito at pum’westo sa kabilang gilid. She ignored the feeling that was tyring to poke her open wound. But her face remained still.

The door opened to another floor. Two guys came in, nonchalantly talking but paused when they saw Rose Ann. One of the men pretended to act gentlemanly but checking on her like a hot product on sale. This is a bachelor’s condo afterall, so there were probably more men hanging around this building.

The man came closer to her side. He wass as tall as Jamin, and she could smell his expensive cologne. She could see his blurry reflection in the shiny metal door peeking on her cleavage.

Maniac! She felt the rage but chose to keep silent. She did not want to invite trouble, especially not in front of Jamin.

Dumikit ang braso ng lalaki sa kanyang braso. Lalo siyang nainis. Pumikit na lamang siya para manatiling tahimik. Paulit-ulit na lamang niya itong minumura sa isip. Pero lalo siyang nagulat nang maramdaman sa puwitan ang isang matigas na bagay. At alam niya kung ano iyon.

Sumulak ang dugo sa kanyang ulo. Hindi na siya makapagpigil, kaya naman marahas siyang humarap para sampalin ang pangahas na lalaki. Malakas na dumapo ang palad niya sa mukha ng lalaking nasa likuran.

Kung nagulat ang lalaking sinampal, mas nagulat siya. It was Jamin!

Ito ang lalaking nasa likuran niya, habang ang mga kamay ay matigas na nakahawak sa mga braso ng lalaking nanantsing sa kanya kanina. Hindi man lang niya narinig ang komosyong nangyari, dahil na rin siguro sa sobrang inis at hindi niya iyon napansin.

Kinunutan siya ni Jamin ng noo. Hindi naman niya alam ang gagawin. Nang bumukas ang pinto sa ibang floor, itinulak ni Jamin ang dalawang lalaki palabas bago uli sumara iyon.

“What the hell was that?” He wrinkled his forehead at her.

“I-I’m sorry. I thought…I thought it was the other guy, so-”

Marahan siyang itinulak ni Jamin sa dingding. Idinikit ang harapan sa kanya. Napasinghap siya nang muling maramdaman ang kahandaan nito.

“That’s what you do to those men, Angel. You’re such a cocktease!” Mariin nitong bulong bago hinapit ang kanyang puwitan at marahas na itinutok ang harapan sa kanya.

Hinawi nito ang buhok na nasa leeg niya, tinignan ang markang iniwan kanina, pagkuwa’y tiningnan ang kabila niyang leeg at iyon ang sinibasib nito ng halik. Nakagat niya ang labi dahil sa kirot na hatid ng pagsipsip nito roon.

Gumalaw ang ibabang bahagi ng katawan nito, habang iginigiya ang puwitan niya at isinasalubong dito. Hindi sapat ang mga damit nilang nakaharang para hindi maramdaman ang init na humuhulagpos sa kanila.

Tumunog ang elevator, hudyat na nasa lobby na sila. Tinigilan siya ng asawa, inayos ang kanyang damit bago nito inayos ang sarili. Pagkuwa’y tiningnan ang hindi pa rin humuhupang tigas na nasa loob ng pantalon.

“s**t!” Naiinis na tiningnan siya nito. “Hand me your purse, please?”

Iniabot naman niya iyon kay Jamin.

Pagkabukas na pagkabukas ng pinto, itinakip ni Jamin ang kanyang bag sa harapan nito, at iyon ang ginamit para maitago ang nakabakat na katigasan. Hindi alam ni Rose Ann pero nangiti siya sa nakita. Sinarili na lamang niya iyon dahil ayaw niyang mapahiya ito.

The two doors to his audi car automatically opened when he pressed the automatic door opener in his car key. They quickly got in. He handed her purse back. He checked his bulge, humupa na rin kahit paano iyon. Bago siguro sila makarating sa sadyang lugar ay baka okay na rin ito.

“You should be fine later.” Mahinang bulong ni Rose Ann.

May inabot si Jamin mula sa backseat, a coffee long brown coat. “Here, wear this when you go out. Don’t go around with that dress.” Sabay tingin uli sa kanyang suot.

“There is nothing wrong with my dress.”

Jamin started the engine and drove off.

“Just wear the goddamn coat, Angel.”

“The coat doesn’t match my dress. And it’s not even cold.”

Masama siyang tinitigan ni Jamin. She ignored it and looked outside the window.

“Can you just wear it without complaining?” Halata ang inis sa tono nito pero nagpipigil pa rin.

“You married a woman who is known for her great taste in fashion. I will not ruin that image for that coat.”

He disgruntled. She was imagining his nose as a muffler releasing a thick  smoke.

JAMIN watched as his wife walked to the building. She did not wear the coat as she was told. Every eye followed her. Every lip moved and tongue wagged of praises of her endless beauty.  Her smile wowed the crowd. And men, who happened to have more numbers than women in every charity he went to, with Rose Ann as the host or just a guest, were obviously here for two reasons.

First, for the charity-a good deed that could put their names in the paper the next morning. Second, Rose Ann Romero-to have a sight of her beauty, and hoped she would pay attention to them.

Jamin chuckled at the thought that his wife’s marriage status didn’t lessen her charm. O baka hindi pa lang tumatatak sa isipan ng mga ito na kasal na ito.

He then noticed the changed in Rose Ann’s hair-do. Ang dating style ng buhok nito na nasa kabilang gilid lang ng balikat, ngayon ay nahati at parehong natatakpan ang magkabilang gilid ng leeg, kung saan ay minarkahan niya.

The slit in her backdress exposed the whiteness and silkiness of her thighs whenever she walked. Wala ring bakat ang underwear nito, naisip niya tuloy kung may suot pa itong panty. Pagkuwa’y ipinilig ang anumang naglalaro sa isip. Nangasim ang reaksiyon nang maisip na maaaring hindi lang siya ang nag-iisip ng ganito. Tumingin siya sa paligid.

Pasimple at patago kung tumingin ang ilang kalalakihan sa puwitan ng asawa. Napamura siya. Ang isiping wala nga itong suot na panloob ay nagpapawala na ng huwisyo sa kanya, sa ibang kalalakihan pa kaya?

Malalaki ang mga hakbang na hinabol niya si Rose Ann. Natigilan ito nang basta na lang niyang hapitin ang baywang nito palapit sa kanya.

“J-Jamin, what are you doing?”

“Are you even wearing anything inside that darn dress of yours?”

“Of course, and why would you even asked that?”

“Because you don’t look like it.”

“God, Jamin.”

Ipinatong niya ang hawak na coat sa balikat nito, hindi ipinasuot pero sapat para matakpan ang buong likuran.

“Jamin?”

“Wear it.”

“I said, I don’t want to.”

“Wear it or I’ll do the heck out of you right here!” Mahina, pero mariin niyang tinig.

Nanlaki ang mga matang tinitigan siya nito, hindi makapaniwala. Pagkuwa’y umiling na lang tsaka nagpa-unlak. “Tara na nga.” Tsaka muling nagpatuloy sa paglalakad para puntahan ang director ng orphanage.