Stefan and I stayed there training for a couple of hours, but when it started to get dark I headed back to the packhouse and he needed to get home. Jensen reported to the packhouse. I put him in the cell myself and kept the only key. He wasn't a prisoner; this was for his safety. I set up a camera to videotape him while in the cell, wanting to find out why he couldn't control or remember his shift. I made sure he had proper bedding and made it comfortable on short notice. He'd already eaten but I gave him a couple bottles of water. I stayed with Jensen for a while before going upstairs to get something to eat. The cook had a couple of days off, so I took care of myself. After eating, I showered and changed into pajamas. I crawled into bed, the silence amplifying the emptiness beside me