Madeline’s POV “Here you go Asher! Scrambled eggs and toast, just the way you like it.” I smile at him, bending down to give him a kiss in his high chair. “Mmm yummy yummy, is this for me?” Natalia asks Asher as he shakes his head with a grin. “Oh Asher doesn’t share food.” I say in amusement pouring us both some water. “Drink! Mommy!!” Asher says adamantly, before turning his attention back to his breakfast. The word hits me like a punch to the gut. This poor little guy has been through so much in his little life already. It breaks my heart that he has been left so confused by the whole situation. “Are you okay?” Natalia asks sadly, examining my demeanour. I nod my head carefully. “Yeah I am… it’s just I can’t wait until we get Emma back. Asher needs his real mom.” I say,