Ruby POV
I couldn’t shake this feeling. This uneasy sensation in the pit of my stomach. I’ve had it since Caspian shared his plans to attack that wolf pack. I couldn’t make sense of it. Was it because I am part wolf? Did I feel guilty that I wasn’t standing up for my own kind? But they were not my kind…they were pure-bloods and I was most definitely not one of them. I tried to speak to Ada about it but she was reluctant to talk to me after my little foreplay with Caspian yesterday.
As I paced Calli’s living room, unable to sleep, I felt like I was finding it hard to breathe. Suffocating from all these lies and deceit about who I really was. No wonder I couldn’t figure out my own feelings in any situation when I wasn’t even being honest with myself. At least in Maggie’s realm, I was comp
