HAPPY READING
Kahdeem Emmerson POV
Hello thoughts
Everything has changed so fast in just under a week. I've been staring absent-mindedly at these pages for days not knowing where to begin even though there is a lot to be said but not the words to say them.
What I can say is, I'm tired, I'm hurt, I'm frustrated and my stomach has been in knots and it's a mess.
Staring at these pages I couldn't make sense of it and being hormonal hasn't helped anything.
It is of no use but every time I close my eyes I see him between her legs and it drives me to a far place. A place I don't want to be, a place without him.
What I want right now is to lay on his chest, legs tangled and him stroking my back. To tell him I'm pregnant and he's going to be a dad. To watch the smile on his face and his
