Frustrtation. Iyon ang nararamdaman ni Fabian na lumulukob sa buong sistema niya. He hates himself for being so useless. Naturingan siya na isa sa pinakamayaman na negosyante sa buong bansa pero para siyang isang inutil na walang magawa para sa babaeng mahal.
He was just sitting behind his bar counter, chugging down alcohol and drowning himself in self-doubt. Maaga siyang umuwi kanina mula sa Spartan. Ang akala niyang makagagaan ng pakiramdam niya ay walang epekto.
Though he likes being with his friends, Fabian couldn’t take off his mind from the fact that he was almost taken down by McIntosh. Paulit-ulit na umiikot sa isip niya ang mga nangyari at ang mga ginawa nitong panlilinlang sa kaniya.
And it somehow penetrated him to the bone. Realization hit him earlier, he can’
