ALICE
I can not help but lie down on the ground between the grass and the rocks. I can almost compare myself with this ground as I feel like dirt and worth nothing. I just want to lay down here and disappear.
I just want to fade away like an animal that dies and becomes dust again. I just want to forget the world. I want to forget who I am and where I come from. I do not know where to go from here and who I should become.
I know that my mother and father loved me as if I were their own. I will be forever grateful to them that they saved me from whatever hell I came from. I do not even know if I were a baby or a child when they adopted me.
I try and remember anything about my childhood that can give me a clue but all I can think of is the love that I have ever experienced i
