ALICE I slowly open my eyes and I realize that we have slept until it is almost noon. I realized that we didn't have a lot of sleep these couple of days and rest should be our first priority. I can not believe how every muscle aches in my body but on the other hand, I surely did not treat my body the way it was supposed to be treated. I can not believe that I treated myself so badly because of something that's not even my fault. I can not help that I was brought into this world. I can not help not being wanted by my own mother and I can't most definitely, not help that Angie decided to tell me about it when she did. It was my turn to make her feel bad but she, so cleverly, turned it all around so that I can be the one that feels bad. I can not help as I replay that scene in my

