Chet's POV
Time passed slowly.
Being alone was harder than I thought. I was okay before, before they were both engraved into my daily routine. It was more than that, I was completely consumed in everything about them.
I didn't know how to be okay and alone at the same time.
It was different than before. I've grown used to being spoiled with attention, their attention. I didn't have to worry when I looked at my phone, I knew there would be a text waiting. If I left my room, Kyler would always be there, as if he were waiting for me. If I wanted to see Rylan, we would meet halfway.
I couldn't do that right now and I didn't feel okay.
I felt empty and anxious and sad all at once.
I wanted to see them but they were on a date without me. Telling myself they needed time for themselves only
