The Alpha's Abused Mate

Birth Control

Serena let out a low moan as Johnathon's tongue circled her clit, her whole body shuddering. He lapped at her juices, spreading her legs even wider as she continued to pant, her whole body feeling like it was on fire.

"Lie still" he whispers harshly as her body trembles and writhes beneath him, Serena unable to stop herself even if she tried. It was just too damn pleasurable, her nerve endings humming along with the feeling of his tongue on her most private of places.

"Oh god Johnathon" she moaned, as he inserted a finger inside of her.

He slowly began to stretch her out, inserting a second finger which made her feel even more full. Slowly, watching her facial expression, he began to thrust them back and forth, making her writhe even harder, her toes beginning to curl and her body beginning to stiffen as the pleasure built to a crescendo.

But before she could tip over the edge, he stopped, withdrawing his fingers and licking them, a pleased look on his face. She was so responsive, it was adorable. Serena was disappointed though, left wanting but not saying another word as he stood up and began to remove his clothing, his erect member pointing out towards her as she stared, marveling at how large it was and the width of it. It was huge and she still had trouble believing it would fit.

He climbed up onto the bed and then gave her a smile as she arched her back and kissed him, his tongue delving inside her mouth, caressing her tongue, his hand trailing lightly down her shoulder and arm. He withdrew and bent his head, kissing the nape of her neck, causing her to become even more aroused, one hand holding onto her hair, the other one continuing down, cupping her breast and massaging it as she gave a loud moan. He nibbled lightly on her ear and she sucked in a breath, gasping as he lightly bit down.

"Do you like that" he muttered in her ear as she gave a shy nod.

Yes she liked it, she wanted to scream out, she liked it a lot. His mouth slowly went downwards and his tongue darted out, licking her n****e and making it harden. He slowly sucked on it, causing her to cry out, beginning to whimper as her juices flowed.

"I want you" she gasped and he chuckled, shaking his head at her.

"Not yet" he growled, massaging her other breast while he sucked hard. He let go and she mewled, his hand stroking her stomach and her legs.

"Roll over" he urged and she hesitated, before doing as he asked, Johnathon, moved out of the way to give her space as she rolled onto her stomach, leaving her back exposed to him. He began to kiss her along her back as her hands scrabbled at the bed sheets.

God this was heaven, thought Serena dazedly. She was lost in the euphoria as he began to pat her behind softly at first, and then a little harder, eliciting a squeal from her.

"Careful" she squealed and he laughed.

"Sorry" he apologized "I got a bit carried away" he murmured "seeing your sexy ass like that."

She shivered at his words.

"Get on your hands and knees" he whispered into her ear. Again she hesitated and then did as he asked, looking over her shoulder uncertainly. It didn't matter how often they did this position, she would always feel vulnerable in it and exposed. He loved this position though and she didn't mind so much, as he lined up his c**k at her entrance, his hands grasping her around the waist as she arched her back.

"Are you ready for me?" he growled, nipping her lightly on her back.

"Yes" she moaned "yes, god yes, put your c**k inside of me right now" she whispered, her body trembling in anticipation.

Slowly, inch by torturous inch he pushed inside of her, stuffing her full until he was completely inside of her, as she lowered her upper body down, lifting her ass higher into the air as he grasped it and massaged it. He slowly pulled out of her and then pushed back inside, taking it slow, letting her feel every single inch of him, his fingers tight and possessive as he held onto her hips, Serena moving her hips back and forth to meet him, enjoying every single thrust.

"Harder" she begged, wiggling her behind a little bit unabashedly.

He slapped her on the ass, making her wince, and then began to increase the tempo and intensity of his thrusts, going harder and faster. It was incredible, mind-blowing, the pleasure overwhelming all of her senses and leaving her almost catatonic. She could feel herself becoming close, her body beginning to stiffen again. But she could also tell by the way that Johnathon was grunting and swearing, that he was close as well. She tensed and then he withdrew in a hurry, Serena looking over her shoulder, watching as he furiously pumped his hand back and forth, before he spurted his seed all over the back of her. She felt disappointed. He had c*m and although she would have liked to start a family, he still insisted he didn't want one just yet.

"I'm sorry" Johnathon murmured when he got his voice and his breath back "you didn't c*m yet, did you?" he asked remorsefully.

"It's alright" Serena assured him, her body still tingling "I don't have to c*m every time."

He looked at her and then shrugged. "Okay then," he said easily and she tried not to show how disappointed she was in his reply, telling herself to shake it off. She felt the stickiness of the semen on her body and stood up, feeling it ooze down her back.

"I need a shower," she told him and he rushed off to start the shower for her.

"All set up for you" he announced.

She gave him a grateful smile, heading into the bathroom and hopping inside. She inhaled in appreciation, the water nice and warm and relaxing. To her surprise, Johnathon came into the bathroom and sat on the toilet seat scrutinizing her.

"Is something wrong?" she asked feeling a little self-conscious.

He shook his head. "I just want to admire your beauty," he said with a growl "is that alright?"

She didn't see a problem with it. Sure, she would have liked her privacy but then it was a compliment, wasn't it, that he wanted to spend so much time with her?

She began to soap herself up and Johnathon let out a low moan of satisfaction. "Damn you're gorgeous" he declared and she forgot all about her self-consciousness, washing herself all over while he watched her intently.

"I think I'm ready to come out now," she told him and he blinked, coming back to reality, silently handing her a towel to wrap around herself. She nabbed another one, wrapping it around her hair to help dry it quicker, before walking into the bathroom, Johnathon following behind her.

"Put a dress on" he urged her "maybe the new little black one I got you?"

She frowned. "The day's almost over though? Is it worth it?"

He waggled his eyebrows. "Sure is."

She laughed and fetched the dress, shimmying into it.

"Perfect" complimented Johnathon.

She sat on the bed, her stomach growling with hunger. It was almost dinnertime and they had spent the day in, Johnathon getting ready to go back to work soon. She still hadn't met his parents, and it was a bone of contention between them, Johnathon insisting she would meet his parents later on.

"I have something for you," Johnathon said quickly and began to head back into the bathroom, coming back with something in his hand.

Was it a present? Serena began to feel excited at the prospect, wondering when he'd had time to go shopping, before remembering he had servants that had most likely done it for him.

"What is it?" she asked and he sat down on the bed beside her, handing her the box.

Serena was puzzled at first, opening the box and finding strips that contained little pills inside. She glanced at the label and the only word that stood out was birth control to her. Surely he wasn't being serious?

But his expression was deadly serious as he surveyed her and her reaction to the tablets. He took hold of one of her hands and began to slowly trace a circle on her palm over and over again.

"Johnathon," said Serena slowly "what is the meaning of this?" she asked, waving the tablets at him.

He looked at her nonchalantly. "It's exactly what it looks like Serena. Birth control tablets. We discussed not having a family just yet, didn't we? Well, this means that there won't be any accidents. All you have to do is take one at the same time every day. It's that easy" he said with a large exhale.

Well, yes, they had talked about not having a family just yet, but Serena hadn't exactly anticipated this. She had thought at the most they would use condoms until they were ready, not put her on birth control. She had never been on birth control before and wasn't sure how her body would react to it. "I thought, maybe condoms might be a better choice," she said to Johnathon weakly.

Johnathon let out a snort. "Condoms, you must be joking" he exclaimed "Serena, condoms mean you can't feel what's happening properly. It makes it harder for the man to c*m. You don't want that, do you? I hate the feel of condoms," he told her heatedly.

"But what if I react badly to these?" asked Serena, indicating the pills.

Johnathon's expression lightened when he realized she wasn't exactly refusing to take them. "Then we go see a doctor for another tablet to try. There's plenty on the market and they all are different. There's bound to be one that you don't react to."

"How did you even get these?" asked Serena bewildered.

He gave her a slow wink. "I have my ways," he said blithely.

"Johnathon?" asked Serena slowly "just how long are you planning on me being on birth control? I do want a family, you know that."

He gave her a loving smile and held onto her hand. "I want a family too" he lied "but right now I just want us to spend time as a newly married couple. I just want you to myself for a while and then we can revisit starting a family. I promise," he said thickly.

Serena gave a small sigh and looked at the tablets. She supposed if Johnathon hated condoms that much, then it wasn't too much to ask her to take the small pills. She ignored the small voice in her head that said that he should respect her choices as well. He was after all providing a home for her to live in, and giving her a small allowance to live off of until she went back to work. They had yet to discuss that as well but they were still on their honeymoon, and Serena didn't want to rock the boat, so to speak.

"Fine, I'll take these for now" Serena assured him and just like that, Johnathon's face lit up.

"Let me get you some water," he said hastily, grabbing hold of a glass from the kitchen and quickly coming back with water. Serena popped a pill into her hand and then placed it in her mouth, washing it down with the water while Johnathon watched her every move like a hawk. "You'll have to take these at the same time every day," he said, grabbing hold of his phone "let me set an alarm as a reminder. I'll be home by 4 pm each day so I'll be able to remind you to take it."

Serena frowned. "I'm sure I can remember," she said calmly but Johnathon shook his head.

"Best not to take chances, This way it's definitive that you remember," he said with a shrug and an easy-going smile.

Serena sighed. There was no point in arguing and at least this way she wouldn't forget. But for heaven's sake, she was an adult and fully capable of taking care of herself.

"Let's go out for dinner" suggested Johnathon, eyeing her up and down "you're dressed for it and it would be nice before I go back to work" he added smoothly.

"Sure," said Serena, grabbing hold of her purse. They walked out of the room, the tablets sitting on her dresser as a stark reminder of what she was now taking every day and a preventative against the family she so desperately wanted.