I was stoned on my spot as I watched Clayton wrap his arm around Samantha Niel’s waist. Half of me wants to think that this is just a dream. But half of me knows that is the reality. She called him babe. He called her back and even welcomed her into his arms. He kissed her temple. She is pressing her body against her but it’s okay for him. What the hell happened? All this time, I have been thinking of how hard Clayton is dealing with this. I was always wondering if he’s alone. And I have deprived myself of happiness just so I could satisfy my guilty conscience. But he’s got a girlfriend now. He’s not alone. Can I be happy now, too, without being guilty? My chest constricted and tears started to fall down my eyes. I immediately wiped my tears away and calmed myself. Why am I crying an