After talking with Master Zadin, the feeling I carry became heavier—a complete opposite of the outcome I expected. I thought talking with him would help me somehow lighten up the weight on my shoulders.
Do you think you can keep on avoiding him? That was the question he asked me when we talked about Master Harris. I never thought he would notice the gap I intentionally built between me and his brother.
I said yes when he asked me that, even telling him that was the right option to choose, where in fact it wasn’t. There are so many choices to choose from, yet I only chose what is convenient for me and for those who are around me. I never even considered what Master Harris would feel when I distanced myself from him, and even avoided him whenever I sense he is about to approach me.
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