EMILY POV I entered the Hospital chapel while I waited for Josh to finished his blood extraction. It was those days that I wished never happened. It’s my best friend’s life at stake. I weakly bent my knees in one of the pews inside the empty chapel... I clasped my hands together and closed my eyes. It took a while before I could utter my prayer. I just knelt silently without saying anything. My heart was so empty, and it's in so much pain. Inside the operating room is the person so dear to me, more than a friend. She was like a sister I never had. We shared almost everything, and we stand on each side together no matter what. I do not know how long I have been sitting here. I stared at the cross in front of me helplessly. I want to think carefully about what I will ask from the Lor

