Alpha Nicholas
I close my eyes and focus on taking slow deep breaths but every time I open them I still see red as that prick of a doctor continues to exist. I'm in my head and in this moment I just want to end him plain and simple. Just rip his heart out and be done with it but I can't, I can't for a lot of reasons one being the fact that he has information that we need, information that could be the answer to all our questions and a way to end this nightmare and two, well, the second reason is simple really, he needs to suffer for what he's done and not just get a quick and easy death.
One thing I've always prided myself on is my self-control but right now it is being tested to the max and as much as I keep telling myself to rein it in I can't, not right now anyway. Luckily for me, t
