We got into his car and I noticed we were heading towards the supermarket. Of course, we were. It suddenly dawned on me that I was always cooking for Sebastian. There were a handful of times when Sebastian would cook for me, usually when I was sick, but every other day, I was the one cooking in the kitchen. I remembered I would cut and burn constantly, as I struggled to figure out how to survive life as a housewife. I did it all for Sebastian. I liked Rachel Ray, and although Gordon Ramsey was a terrifying man, he was brilliant in the kitchen. Bobby Flay and Chef Anne. Those cooking shows became my obsession. At home, I was never taught any of those things. My family always assumed I would mate with someone who would equally take care of me as they had, but it wasn’t like that wi

