*TWELVE YEARS AGO* ||*TREVOR*|| I stared into the distance as the bus moved along with my head leaning on the window, I could still feel the eyes on me as I entered the bus crying. I was helpless and hopeless; I had first thought about ending it, but what good will it do? Ending it won't bring Riley back, neither would it atone for the sins I committed against him. Even as I walked away from the lake to board the bus, I knew I didn't want to live anymore what was there to live for. Skylar is no more, my mom also left and now Riley, I was the only companion I thought I had left; I came back ready to right by him. I was ready to atone for all the pain I caused him and do whatever he wants, even though I don't deserve forgiveness. I didn't even know I was coming back to the news of his