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Everything that has happened this week still feels like a dream to me. I don't know if the fear of waking up and realizing it was all a dream would ever go away, but while a part of me does not want to wake up from this dream, there's the other part that really hopes this is now my reality. Being able to call Ariel and Desha mine.
The thought of it feels weird in a good way. I think I've said it quite a few times, that I never ever saw myself manifesting this day. Despite living it right now, there's the constant fear that this might all go away or Ariel will realize soon enough that I am just a burden, because, on a side note, I have nothing to offer in this new relationship.
I have tried not to think about that but it seems impossible, especially after hearing Desha say s
